Saagar aur nadi...

Woh dono alag the, bilkul alag.  Woh pahadi nadi,chanchala. Woh sagar, shaant. Woh behti, kal kal kar,choti choti lehro ke saath.Woh jwaarr se kinaron ko bigo deta. Usmein shaishav tha. Uske seene mein tufaan chupa tha.

Woh behti, bekhabar. Chote chote barsati naalon se milne ko bataab. Woh milna, usmein ek umang barta,Un barsati jharno ka jal use urja deta,woh hilore marti aur weg se aage badhti. Woh kinaron mein bandh kar bhi swatantra thi, kisi bhi disha mein behne ke liye. Usse bandhan pasand na tha. Woh aviral behna chahati thi. Par shayad woh apne iss soch ki hi adheen thi. Uski disha woh khud nahi, apitu raste mein aane wale, bade, achal paashan khand tay karte the. Woh to bas majboor thi unki aagya palan ko,bina is baat ko samjhe, ki uski niyati hi behna hai, kinaron mein bandhe hue. Woh is behaav ko hi apni nischandata samjhete hue khush thi. Anjaan thi. 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Woh ananat tha,uska koi chor na tha par woh bandha hua tha. Bandha tha, na behne ke liye, bandha tha apne aseemit failav mein. Uski lehre choti nahi, prachand thi. Ussme weg nahi, akrosh tha.Woh behti to jeevan dayani, woh hilta bhi to pralay ki aashanka uthti.Behna uksi majboori thi, uski gati mein ek unmaad tha,ek abhimaan. Woh agar ruk jati to kichad ban jati.Woh tha gambhir,gehra.

Woh janmi hi thi, ek lamba raasta tay kar, saagar ka alingan karne. Usmein vileen hone ke liye. Parantu woh milna nahi chahati thi saagar se. Woh bandhana nahi chahati thi. Woh khush thi, un chote chote barsaati jahrno se lipat ke. Unke aalingan mein usse assem sukh milta. Woh ek dar ek unhe chumte hue aage bad jaati, nit nayi kulanche barti, nayi dharaon se milne.

Saagar intezaar karta, uske aane ka. Apni lehro se shor karta, usse disha batane ko. Par Saagar ka khara pan, usse khatakta.Woh to meethe paani ka strota thi. Bas isi umang mein, ek barsaat ke mausam , ek nayi dhara ke aalingan, woh unmaad se bhara tej bahav. Kinare bhi baand na sake usse. aur woh sada ke liye path bhrasht ho gayi. Kho gayi kisi maru mein. Aaj na woh barsaat hai, na hi woh dharaiyein. Woh sukhti jaa rahi hai, uss maru mein akele.Woh tadap rahi hai, us disha mein jaane ke liye,jahan aaj bhi saagar, chattan pe apna sir patak kar uske aane ka intezaar kar raha hai.

Come back....

                                                                                                                    5^thDecember,2013

You left me and moved ahead,
But u will come back, you’ve  said.
I shall wait till the end of night
With u shall dawn my day my light
Till then I, promises shall hold,
And do it all as u have told,
My every breath, my beat shall be,
Waiting for u to be with me.
You have forgotten, but not me,
My memories shall make you see,
I’ve waited already for thousand years,
Have  felt the loss n cried those tears,
Will wait again for thousand more,
Just to make you mine for sure,
I'll never let you cry again
Have cried for both n borne the pain
A moment in your close embrace,
Is worth thousand years of wait,
Nothing in world I wouldn't do,
Just for one moment with u,
Come back soon, don't be so late,
That mortal life does end my wait,

On separation....

11^th November,2013

My bags are packed and sail is set,

and I shall leave sharp at dawn,

To brave the rough seas out there,

Alone, while you stay on.

I leave all my shadows behind,

To cover you while the sun is bright,

I leave my hug to warm your heart,

On a cold deserted winter night.

While I alone shall rough sea brave,

To reach towards my journey’s end.

I pray you have a peaceful night,

My love to thee, I shall send

At sunset, when my heart is weak

And breathe remaining with me few

Even then, my every thought,

My only prayers shall be you.

I shall die....

5^th November, 2013

Every day I have died waiting for you,

Alone in the sleepless dark night,

When all around was calm and quiet,

I have, but heard my heart cry.

I have not, but I shall die,

One day; when you are away….

When I am no more....

5^th November,2013

How shall u know when I am not here,

But how will u know it my dear?

Who shall u laugh with, bug or fight?

And call at 12,in the middle of the night.

At every sunset and at every dawn

Will u know it, when I am gone?

Who shall, but just in case;

Die to only look at your face?

Who shall, but take those walks,

Of spoken words and silent talks.

Oh! who shall wait for you in vain,

Alone, on sleepless nights of rain.

Sun shall shine and winds will blow,

Even if today I decide to go,

But who will hold that shade to you,

And feed you on the morning dew?

My words scribbled on empty page,

Shall make it the perfect image.

No wind shall dare blow harshy o;er

Even when, I am no more…..

Nazm.....

October 29,2013

Na kisi ke dil ka chain, na hi kisi ankhon ka intezaar hoon,

Jo kaam na aaya kisi ke,main who gard-e-gubaar hoon.

Main koi pyaar bhari nazm nahi, koi sun ke mujhe karega kya,

Main dard bhari hoon sada, ksis dil jale ki pukaar hoon.

Meri who kabr nahi jahan lagenge saal dar saal mele,

Main kisi nakaam aashiq ki,ek ujdi hui maajar hoon.

Mera rang utar gaya, mil gayi khushboo dhool mein,

khil na saki jo chaman mein,uss khija ki phasle bahar hoon.

Main na dushman hoon,na hi dost ban saka tera,

Main jo bhar na saki, uss toote dil ki darar hoon.

Aitebaar....

October 27,2013

Har sham sooni, raatein bekarar hain,

Mero baahon ko aaj bas tera intezaar hai.

Aaye na aaye koi “Kabr” pe meri ai dost,

Tu aayega phool le ke, mera aitebaar hai.

Yaad hai hamein woh guzra zamana.....

October 26,2013

Yaad hai mulaquuat who hamein pehli wali.

Woh muskana tera, woh hooton se chipki gaali.

Yaad hai mujhe who chuskiyan chai ki,

Who tapri pe, cutting ko tujhse meetha karana.

Woh milna roz roz ka, tere pass hi aana,

Mujhe yaad hai who milne ka hare ek bahana.

Who ladna, jagadna, palatna phir bhi pyaar se,

Batiyana phone pe, dheere se aankh ghumana.

Bhejna who songs ka, tera “DP” lagana,

Yaad hai,hamein aaj bhi who gujra zamana.

Woh dekhna duur se, aur hooth dabana,

Who hasna tera pyaar se, aur mera mar jana.

ek nazm tere naam na ho jaye.....

October 25,2013

Phir aaj ek nazm tere naam na ho jaye,

Likhte likhte aaj phir sham na ho jaye.

Intezaar karenge ta umr tera hum,

Kahi intezaar mein, zindagi tamam na ho jaye.

Jo bane ho roshni kisi aur ki mehfil ke,

Uss mehfil mein kahi, katle-aam na ho jaye,

Bada fakr hai tere saath, apna naam jod kar,

Zara dekhna yeh naam, badnaam na ho jaye.

Uska naam hi kaafi hai....

October 23, 2013

Yeh naam, yeh daulat,main kyun mangu tujhse khuda,

Mere haathon ki lakiron mein,USKA naam hi kaafi hai.

Nahi chahiye maula, sau saal zindagi ke,

Jo pyaar se guajare, woh ek sham hi kaafi hai.

No kisi mehfil, na saki, ki tamanna hai mujhe,

Jo aankhon se pila de,who ek jam hi kaafi hai

Ek umr se hum raat ko soye hi nahi……

September 17,2013

Palko ke kinare hamne kabhi bhigoye hi nahi,

Who sochte hain, unki yaad mein roye hi nahi,

Puchte hain kaun aata hai khwab mein mere,

Ek umr se hum raat ko soye hi nahi……

I just love being with you....

September 14,2013

Singing by the shower,

Laughing by the hour,

oh how much I love this game.

Kisses on my lips,

Your gentle finger tips,

I really love to hear u say may name.

The river running by,

And sunset in the sky,

No wonder, it’s a perfect scene.

Sitting by your side,

In your arms I hide,

Like is like a perfect dream.

I like your eyes and smile,

Walking with you for miles.

Baby do u really know what I mean?

                                                          I just love being with you.

As children bring their broken toys....

                                                                                                        September 05,2013

As children bring their broken toys

With hopes, to us to mend.

So I bring my broken dream,

‘cause you are my FRIEND.

As children bring their precious things,

For us to safely keep,

So I bring my heart to you,

Burry it in your bosom deep.

As children hide in mother’s lap,

And feel all safe and sound.

So I am, secure and safe,

Always when you are around.

As children think their mothers’ are,

Like no one on this earth.

So you are my everything and,

Only I know your worth.

As children long to hear a tale,

Of king, queen and fairy.

So I long to hear from you,

Oh dear! That you love me.

Jab Thandi Hawa.....

August 17,2013

                                 

1

Jab thandi hawa, sihra sihra,

Chu chu ke badan ko gujarti hai,

Kabhi rukti hai, kabhi chalti hai,

Reh reh kar aahein bharti hai,

Tum chu ke gujar se jaate ho,

Phir yaad bahut tum aate ho.

2

Jab oos ke chote chote kan,

Nanhe moti se chamte hain

Jab dhoop ki kirno se tap kar,

Barf ke dher pighalte hain

Sang unke tum kho jate ho,

Phir yaad bahut tum aate ho.

 3

 Jab patjhad mein ek patta jhad,

 Geele seesho se chipakta hai.

 Jab dard ubar kar nas nas mein,

Toote seeshe sa chitakta hai,

Tum mann chatka sa jate ho,

Phir yaad bahut tum aate ho

4

Jab barish ke kale badal.

Ghirte hain par na baraste hain.

Jab tan ki pyaas bujhane ko,                                                                                                      maati ke kan bhi taraste hain,

Tum pyaasa hi tarsate ho,

Phir yaad bahut tum aate ho.

     5

Jab garmi ke suaj se tap,

Nav ankur bhi murjhate hain,

Jab looh ki garmi ko seh kar,

Much kopal bhi kumhalate hain.

Tum mann kumhala sa jaate ho,

Phir yaad bahut tum aate ho.

6

Jab Bagiya ki har shakhon pe,

Nav pallav se akurate hain,

Jab mann mein kutch sapne jag kar,

Ek jhooti aas jagate hain,

Tum phi bhi na milne aate ho,

Bas yaad bahut tum aate ho