Saagar aur nadi...

Woh dono alag the, bilkul alag.  Woh pahadi nadi,chanchala. Woh sagar, shaant. Woh behti, kal kal kar,choti choti lehro ke saath.Woh jwaarr se kinaron ko bigo deta. Usmein shaishav tha. Uske seene mein tufaan chupa tha.

Woh behti, bekhabar. Chote chote barsati naalon se milne ko bataab. Woh milna, usmein ek umang barta,Un barsati jharno ka jal use urja deta,woh hilore marti aur weg se aage badhti. Woh kinaron mein bandh kar bhi swatantra thi, kisi bhi disha mein behne ke liye. Usse bandhan pasand na tha. Woh aviral behna chahati thi. Par shayad woh apne iss soch ki hi adheen thi. Uski disha woh khud nahi, apitu raste mein aane wale, bade, achal paashan khand tay karte the. Woh to bas majboor thi unki aagya palan ko,bina is baat ko samjhe, ki uski niyati hi behna hai, kinaron mein bandhe hue. Woh is behaav ko hi apni nischandata samjhete hue khush thi. Anjaan thi. 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Woh ananat tha,uska koi chor na tha par woh bandha hua tha. Bandha tha, na behne ke liye, bandha tha apne aseemit failav mein. Uski lehre choti nahi, prachand thi. Ussme weg nahi, akrosh tha.Woh behti to jeevan dayani, woh hilta bhi to pralay ki aashanka uthti.Behna uksi majboori thi, uski gati mein ek unmaad tha,ek abhimaan. Woh agar ruk jati to kichad ban jati.Woh tha gambhir,gehra.

Woh janmi hi thi, ek lamba raasta tay kar, saagar ka alingan karne. Usmein vileen hone ke liye. Parantu woh milna nahi chahati thi saagar se. Woh bandhana nahi chahati thi. Woh khush thi, un chote chote barsaati jahrno se lipat ke. Unke aalingan mein usse assem sukh milta. Woh ek dar ek unhe chumte hue aage bad jaati, nit nayi kulanche barti, nayi dharaon se milne.

Saagar intezaar karta, uske aane ka. Apni lehro se shor karta, usse disha batane ko. Par Saagar ka khara pan, usse khatakta.Woh to meethe paani ka strota thi. Bas isi umang mein, ek barsaat ke mausam , ek nayi dhara ke aalingan, woh unmaad se bhara tej bahav. Kinare bhi baand na sake usse. aur woh sada ke liye path bhrasht ho gayi. Kho gayi kisi maru mein. Aaj na woh barsaat hai, na hi woh dharaiyein. Woh sukhti jaa rahi hai, uss maru mein akele.Woh tadap rahi hai, us disha mein jaane ke liye,jahan aaj bhi saagar, chattan pe apna sir patak kar uske aane ka intezaar kar raha hai.

Come back....

                                                                                                                    5^thDecember,2013

You left me and moved ahead,
But u will come back, you’ve  said.
I shall wait till the end of night
With u shall dawn my day my light
Till then I, promises shall hold,
And do it all as u have told,
My every breath, my beat shall be,
Waiting for u to be with me.
You have forgotten, but not me,
My memories shall make you see,
I’ve waited already for thousand years,
Have  felt the loss n cried those tears,
Will wait again for thousand more,
Just to make you mine for sure,
I'll never let you cry again
Have cried for both n borne the pain
A moment in your close embrace,
Is worth thousand years of wait,
Nothing in world I wouldn't do,
Just for one moment with u,
Come back soon, don't be so late,
That mortal life does end my wait,

On separation....

11^th November,2013

My bags are packed and sail is set,

and I shall leave sharp at dawn,

To brave the rough seas out there,

Alone, while you stay on.

I leave all my shadows behind,

To cover you while the sun is bright,

I leave my hug to warm your heart,

On a cold deserted winter night.

While I alone shall rough sea brave,

To reach towards my journey’s end.

I pray you have a peaceful night,

My love to thee, I shall send

At sunset, when my heart is weak

And breathe remaining with me few

Even then, my every thought,

My only prayers shall be you.

I shall die....

5^th November, 2013

Every day I have died waiting for you,

Alone in the sleepless dark night,

When all around was calm and quiet,

I have, but heard my heart cry.

I have not, but I shall die,

One day; when you are away….

When I am no more....

5^th November,2013

How shall u know when I am not here,

But how will u know it my dear?

Who shall u laugh with, bug or fight?

And call at 12,in the middle of the night.

At every sunset and at every dawn

Will u know it, when I am gone?

Who shall, but just in case;

Die to only look at your face?

Who shall, but take those walks,

Of spoken words and silent talks.

Oh! who shall wait for you in vain,

Alone, on sleepless nights of rain.

Sun shall shine and winds will blow,

Even if today I decide to go,

But who will hold that shade to you,

And feed you on the morning dew?

My words scribbled on empty page,

Shall make it the perfect image.

No wind shall dare blow harshy o;er

Even when, I am no more…..

Nazm.....

October 29,2013

Na kisi ke dil ka chain, na hi kisi ankhon ka intezaar hoon,

Jo kaam na aaya kisi ke,main who gard-e-gubaar hoon.

Main koi pyaar bhari nazm nahi, koi sun ke mujhe karega kya,

Main dard bhari hoon sada, ksis dil jale ki pukaar hoon.

Meri who kabr nahi jahan lagenge saal dar saal mele,

Main kisi nakaam aashiq ki,ek ujdi hui maajar hoon.

Mera rang utar gaya, mil gayi khushboo dhool mein,

khil na saki jo chaman mein,uss khija ki phasle bahar hoon.

Main na dushman hoon,na hi dost ban saka tera,

Main jo bhar na saki, uss toote dil ki darar hoon.

Aitebaar....

October 27,2013

Har sham sooni, raatein bekarar hain,

Mero baahon ko aaj bas tera intezaar hai.

Aaye na aaye koi “Kabr” pe meri ai dost,

Tu aayega phool le ke, mera aitebaar hai.